A Collection of My Poetry

[Antaglha Xhenerös Somelieir]

Hey fellow Ataturks and all other Talossans. I thought you might like to see one of the poems Ive written its not Talossan related however i hope you appreciate it:-

Poison of the Heart
((?) Working title)

The love i once gave you
You tore up and spat on
And handed it back
In sharpened shards
Which cut me deep like a thousand daggers

Yet the wounds have healed
my love for you regrettably remains
If i could stop that i would
But i also wish to be with you.
Id go to the ends of the earth to shed this love
But i would travel to the moon and back if i could return to you

This battle rages within
To love the crusher of my fragile heart
Or to move on
All i can do is see how long your poison takes hold of me........

I hope that you apprecited it. Feel free to coment on it. And thanks for reading this.


Evan

[Xheneta Britxind]

Awesome poem, Evan, and I hope you are doing all right?

[Antaglha Xhenerös Somelieir]

Thanks. And yeah im fine this is from a while back. Actialy ive not written ine for a while. However ive about 18 ir so that i have written which will sliwly make there way to Talossa . And you really like it? I dont think much of any of my poems tbh

[Antaglha Xhenerös Somelieir]

Here's another one:-
The Light in the Darkness

Stars shimmer The moon gleams Shines of the The surface of the sea The waves crashing The sea roaring Roaring in the dark Trying to consume Consume and destroy

But look to the Stars Look to the Moon They shall guide you You through the Dark The mystery of Of the Moons light just makes you stand in awe

The Night grows ever darker But i am not afraid For i look to the Moon and the stars

They bring comfort For in there light I see See a glimpse of Gods beauty This reminds me that That in the darkest of Of places Light yet lives

Hope is found Found in God In his love By his guiding light Lord i thank thee For giving the night sky So i am reminded That in the darkness You light shines Eternal!

[Antaglha Xhenerös Somelieir]

Hope yoi find that intresting aswell people

[Xheneta Britxind]

I like that one as well. (I am partial to morbidity and hope.) They sound like they could be song lyrics; have you ever written any musical accompaniment?

[Antaglha Xhenerös Somelieir]

Fair enough. And no ive not. Mainly because even though i can read and understand music to a certain level im rubbish at compusition of music. You may have a crack at it if you so wish. And ive a few more which i may post on here at a later date. And some of my poems are not easy going. I just find it a good way to express myself. Which is why i write poetry

[Antaglha Xhenerös Somelieir]

Daily Struggles, Long Battles

Every day i am subject to, The same people harassing, bullying me Yet every day I'm strong enough to come back, To face them, Which brings a daily Struggle.

At home i feel unwanted, unloved, uncared for I dread returning at days end For i have no refuge there, I dread this as much as school in.the morn My life's like a living nightmare, i wish it were a dream, So i cam wake up. But it never is. But still I'm determined To go on and see this raging battle through.

My rock is my faith. For i can find peace and refuge there, There i feel loved and cared for My God is the only one there all the time I long for the day he returns So then i can truly know happiness and peace.

These last days i say to you Times may be tough But stay strong Find a rock to cling to for dear life For without that you ll have nothing And will wither away and die inside, And become a Living Shell!

[Çelís del Þeracour]

Evan, you have a gift! I also agree that these would be beautiful if put to music. I also see the hope and faith in your work...If you haven't ever listened to contemporary Christian music - I think it would help to continue to inspire your poetry. Check out KLOVE.com and you can listen online to some really great music....By the way, sorry I haven't been around much my fellow Ataturk neighbors. I hope to drop in more often now.

[Xheneta Britxind]

What are the requirements for posting literature in the Talossan Reading Room? Perhaps Evan would be interested in contributing some pieces for public posterity.

[Hooligan]

Being a Florencian, I don't check in here often, but I think this definitely qualifies. Let's get it not only put into the Reading Room but translated into Talossan. I hereby volunteer Sir Iustì for that task, but if you Atatürkeys can't get him busy doing it soon, say the word and I will.

Hool

[Antaglha Xhenerös Somelieir]

Yeah go ahead that sounds good.

[Antaglha Xhenerös Somelieir]

The Journey

Life is a journey, with an unknown destination, from birth you alone and confused, you spend you life searching for that you cant find.

Drifting through eternity, endlessly waiting You become lost and afraid, looking in all the wrong places, the answers are just at your fingertips, but still out of reach

In a fit of desperation, of hopelessness you distract yourself with earthly desires becoming lost in hollow pleasures. These can never bring true happiness

Yet there's a glimmer of hope while you still draw breath, the answered behind the veil are revealed or become irrelevant, depending on the question.

ll questions lead to one true force The Savior of the World, God on High, If you've searched carefully enough you will find that in God you find what you seek he is you seek

he is your ultimate refuge, from the journey of life, he guides and clarifies, yet without fully revealing the true majesty of His power, For in God, your life is found, without forever lost

So when the journey is slowing, coming to a stop f you've found God, you sure to be full filled forever, f your not you ll be lost forevermore

Life finally stops, your body still, the ask yourself, are you full filled or Lost forevermore?

Written by
Evan Cuntiancia
(copied from my facebook)

[Antaglha Xhenerös Somelieir]

The Haunting of My Past

The Abandonment's Crushing,
Crushing out the spark
The spark of life

The spark that
That kept me so long
That Ive been fighting
Fighting so long for

The fight has been hard
Ive struggled for so long
Just to keep going
But the sparks nearly out

The pain is torture
The darkness consuming
The torment of my past
Haunts me in the night

Only the haunting...
The haunting worsening
The pains slicing
Right to my very soul



My mind is distant
In a blur
A Whirlpool of pain
Pain from my past

One i thought
I thought would stay
Has been driven to
To despair, by me

Which makes things worse
Adding to my burden
Which is already
Pushing me to despair

Yet that is my
My own fault
Yet i could mot help it
Its worsening the pain

I wish i knew
Knew what to do
Knew how to go on
With little conversation

Yet i know that
That God is there
Watching, guiding me
So i do not fall



In this knowledge
I know i cannot
Cannot fail
Because the lord has made it so

And by his strength
In his guiding spirit
Despite how i feel
I am in Gods presence
For i am following his path
The path he set for me
The path to His Eternal Kingdom.

Written by
Evan Cuntainca
(Nov 2011)

[Antaglha Xhenerös Somelieir]

The Void

The dark void closes its grasps,
I have been set into its traps.
The loneliness and the pain engulfs me,
Until I'm nearly unrecognizable.
Day after day I'm struggling,
Choosing right from wrong,
Darkness is blinding,
The way out its Blocked.
There seems to be no escape
Memories swirl in torment
The past is with me
Yet i cannot hide from it
All i can do is accept them,
Accept and bear them
Or do I?
There is a way out
There is an escape
An undeniable hope
The hope found in Jesus
It gives me strength
Strength to go on
To fight the void
The darkness around
Until one day.
One day where victory,
Victory will come
But not in my own strength
But on God's
Without his love
I would not be here
Without his strength
Id have crumbled
But in his power
He has seen me through
And for this I am thankful
For this i know
I know can go on
He will carry me
Carry me in the storm
For he will never leave
Despite it being so hard
Despite the darkness around
I know eventually
Eventually the power of Light will Shine!!